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I am a psycho.
Since I moved to Berlin, I noticed I am turning into a hateful one. I literally like people 80% less since I moved here and it’s hard to believe in anyone anymore.
Now, the reason why I am writing this is because I got fed up with my German (ex) boyfriend and I ranted at him psycho female dog things like how much of an autistic loser I think he is, all he does and surrounds him. I lost my poop and insulted his stupid, absurd and equally cringing friends, as well as calling his female friends based on their physical resemblance to farm animals (such as pigs... even frogs).
That was bad, horrible and I am not proud of it.
I was definitely 100% more of a moron than anything, and this is nothing but bad PR to myself, but I need some support on this to forgive myself for not being a classy lady.
He can still rot, I was quite hurt before I went nuts. Now all is easy, out of the system.
Haters, gimme some hate love!
Lowering expectations in that sin city would help to avoid "going nuts" every time a psycho in this strange city does surprise you with his/her psycho crap! I would congratulate anyone who left/leaving the sin city..YEAH ! at some point when took that decision, started smelling freedom and gain bit of trust of humanity! The rule is: you wanna be there, get ready to convert to a psycho extremely naif! that how 99% live in Berlin, otherwise, leaving it would bring you back more faith in humanity... By the way, the word "love" in that city does not really exist ..as is replaced by the word "pleasure" ...animality pleasure ... classy people left already ... the sin city
Were the things you said true? I can easily imagine that they were the truth, or at the very least an approximation of the truth in your eyes at the time you said them. It's important to recognize unhealthy relationships whether they are your own or your ex's. But to put things into perspective: Would your ex have said those things about you or your friends? If he did, would he feel bad? And, perhaps more importantly, would your ex have suffered the burden of soldiering through day to day life in a city he hates to be with you?
Sonnds like my experiences in Berlin. Here's the good news, a day or two after you leave, you can feel your real self coming back again. It's a fascinating exoerience seeing yourself reinvented as a wiser and less naive person, but without the bitterness. JUST LEAVE and it will all work out fine. Nowhere is worse than Berlin.
Haha. Op here. You are all right, my friends, including the hoe one. Yup, I’ll take it. Lesson learned.
Thank you so much for your laid backs approach. I felt horrible, but seeing that some don’t stone me yet and can give me feedback gives me a bit of faith.
Still wondering ..how many psychos living in the sin city ? rudeness climbing to the top! confusion as hell! no one knows what she/he wants? is that drugs getting control of those small brains ?
Hey ladies, want to get pregnant, don't go to male-feminist :o)) Cuckland, also known as Sweden, the vikings must be rolling in their graves. www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-7057963/Men-Switzerland-lowest-sperm-counts-Europe.html
I have to wonder if this is related to anti-microbial use in Europe. There's a nice map published by the European Medicines Agency that shows clearly that Germany and Spain use the largest quantities of anti-biotics in livestock in the entire world. I assume that most mean consumed in continental Europe come from these two countries. Of course it could also be the tight pants and excessive beer consumption or something else entirely, though.
Anyone know the feeling of futility and external pressure that seems overpowering? Nothing specific, just an overall sense of being drained by one's surroundings to a point where things don't make sense anymore and change seems out of reach. How do you deal with that? Did anyone manage to get out of it and turn their lives around?
Get comprehensive lab work done on your blood and supplement any deficiencies. If you're prone to depression or depressive emotions then treat that as well. If you feel you need to see a therapist or other mental health professional then start on that immediately as wait times in Berlin are 6 months or more except for in emergencies.
Yep... I know exactly this overpowering feelings of futility... I'm not the same person anymore since I moved to this dismal city. And..yes, also feeling VERY drained. It's VERY hard to keep a positive outlook and mood interacting with people here on a daily basis, no matter in which situation (bakery, dentist, any store, people on streets,...)... I hate who I have become. I did go see a German therapist (was lucky enough to get an appt after calling probably 15 times - the same therapist) and it was HORRIBLE!! Not. HELPFUL. AT. ALL!!! She told me that I don't need therapy since it will make me feel coddled. YES, that really happened!! After that I went to see an English Therapist and that was great (if you can afford it?). They usually are private and cost a lot (but worth it - def. compared to German jerk therapists)!
However - how to turn your/my life around??? I'm moving away this summer and this seems to give me some hope... the only hope actually. I know, kinda pathetic, but that's how it is for me... I really hope I can turn my life around, this is not the life I want to live here... Best of luck to you and anyone else who struggles here. <3
First things first, get some B12 including Folsaure from DM or Kaufland, have lots of it in the morning, a triple dose for the first two or three days and then normal dose every day after that, it will do wonders to help you cope, especially if you are smoking dope or drinking alcohol. Remember, only in te morning. Also try thereleaseeffect it helped me and two of my friends.
Can we have a moment of silence for Germany who received 0 public points at Eurovision? Thanks.
Mirror mirror on the wall, who's the most powerful of them all, it ain't Germany, that's for sure, read this and weep:
Germany’s Bundestag has become the first parliament in Europe to pass a motion labelling the boycott, divestment and sanctions (BDS) movement against Israel as antisemitic.
Ah, but:
An open letter signed by 60 Israeli academics criticised the Bundestag motion, saying it formed part of an alarming trend of “labelling supporters of Palestinian human rights as antisemitic”.
It said the conflation of BDS and antisemitism was supported by “Israel’s most rightwing government in history” and formed part of a strategy to delegitimise any attempt at international solidarity with the Palestinian cause.
What Berlin needs is more Lefty loonies, more Muuslimms, more Arabs, more African drug sellers, more Turkish gangs, more homosexual man-haters, more alcoholics, more drug addicts, more know-it-all commie 'anarchists', more fake artists, more whining Feminists, more perverts, more public mastrurbators, more people pisssing and shittting in the street, more nasty - rude people who think it's cool to be a cuunt. More mserable faces coming at you wherever you go, more brainwahsed Lefties, more vomit on U bahn platforms, more freaks with tattooed faces, wore females with tattoos that were trendy for a minute by now mark them as morons. More poverty, more rent, more bottle scavengers, more dog shiit, more human-camels spitting, more coughing in your face, more staring for no reason, more gypsies. Oh, and of course, more collectives :o))) More impatient, imbecile bike riders, more tourists, more kebab, donor and schawarma shops, more casions and sports betting shops, more bakeries, more spatis, more smokers, more unreliable people, 'musicians', more loneliness, more suicides that go unreported in the media, more heartless bicycle thieves, more women's collectives :o))).
But please, no self-reponsible conservative people, who respect others and abide by the laws of the land, you know those horrible people who are courteous, honest, generous-of-spirit and friendly when they first arrive in Berlin, The ones who go to work every week day and try to stay off Hartz IV.
Then G Soros and his band of globalists can take over completely. Good luck suckers, you'll never see me back there again.
www.vice.com/en_uk/article/evyn8e/berlins-porn-scene-is-open-experimental-and-endlessly-fun don't worry girls, the Hartz IV will arrive in your account in the next few days.
The industry attracts people who are too stupid or drugged out for other work. I lived in an area with lots of porn workers when I was younger, it was even considered normal to be in the industry there, and 95% of them all met a ffucked up end, on every level because once they reach the "not-cute-anymore" age, it just goes downhill fast from there. So glad I've gone MGTOW, today's women are so ffucked up it's scary. Well that's feminism for you, setting women free :o)))))
What's your experience in dating here? The only girls I was able to connect with (and hook) were here either short-term or just moved here recently. Every date with someone who's been here for more than a year was either horrible or just dull...has anyone experienced something similar?
I went on some weird dates with dudes who at first sight seemed totally normal - good job, good education, living in a nice neighbourhood - but soon turned out to have serious mental health issues. I am not a psychiatrist, but to me it looked like a collection of: Aspergers, narcissism, pathological lying. And there is the general 'I hate the world' thing. Can't really describe it, it's just a misanthropic world view. They hate everyone and everything. To me, this is puzzling, because they live in a safe country, with good social benefits and decent job opportunities. I understand that there are some problems here, but there are problems everywhere. Why all the hate and negativity?
I can explain it in one F work, FEMINISM. The religion that brainwashes young impressionable women into thinking of themselves as victims, even though they are living the most privileged lives of any majority group in history. Want to totally twist your mind up, go do a Women's Studies course and be indoctrinated by men-hating lesbians into the dark world of hate and victimhood.
I like haters. I rather prefer those to the very hip, vegan pewssies with dirty beards and shallow outlooks on life or some absurd entitled loser.
I dated and I am completely put off by the whole thing. I am now a complete “no” to men here, especially when it comes to have spaeti beers split 50/50 and call it a “date”. Hilarious and sad at the same time. Thanks, but no thanks.
Also, sex is expected even if all goes super unfit, which makes me puke a bit.
I rather use a dwildo and watch some Netflix after, boy.
Dating is autistic here
OK, so you are saying that you expected to pay for the guy's beer, no, so what did you expect, him to pay for your beers, why the phuck should he pay for your beer, I don't get it, if filthy scummy Feminists want equality, they shouldn't complain when they get it. Phucked if I will ever buy a woman a drink and risk being called a patriarchal oppressor. Phuck feminists and phuck the women they have brainwashed.
Oh wow. Such a great feedback. Haha (I am the one with the spaeti beer comment).
Let me explain common manners: If you initiate the date, you pay. Usually guys initiate first, so yeah, it’s expected imo.
On the other hand, if I ask someone to join me, I take the curtesy to pay as well.
it’s all about inviting a person to spend time and energy with you, so in return you spend a round, and...
Isn’t it dating all about making your potential partner feel special and Blabla bla? Among other thumbs ofc.
Clear?
Yeah, guys make the invite first because big-mouthed Feminists don't even have the guts to make the initial approach, so after risking rejection, he then has to risk ridicule for paying for her, and in return he gets, "I don't want your patriarchal money, you are not going to buy me with a drink". Go MGTOW, you'll never regret it, funny thing is, you actually get more female reproductive organ than when you pander to moronic women who have had their heads scrambled by Feminsm. I love my life by the way, no more letting women tell me what I shoud and sholdn't do and say and pay, "male liberation, go MGTOW". :o)))))))))) My big fat MGTOW smile. Good luck suckers.
Ok, one question for the ladies - do you get evil stares from MEN? I am talking about German men, not the thirsty stares from MENA barbarians. I sometimes feel stared at and when I turn around, there is some German guy staring at me angrily. This evil staring thing never happened to me in other places - at least not from men lol.
After 6 years there, I could never work out the staring thing. Also the stink of the alcoholic homeless, `I remember once having a whole carriage to myself on a crowded train and after a few seconds I realised why, the stink was so bad I felt like fainting, that was a weird sight. Even though I had many acquaintances there, I very rarely bumped into someone I know. Smaller cities are now my thing. Loving my new life, get out as soon as you can, you won't miss Berlin after one day and your real self will start coming back again very quickly.
Most people speak English, not sure about jobs because I work online from anywhere, rent is reasonable, but not super cheap, but the people are much more courteous and relexed, except they do play chicken on he footpaths, but I've realized that you look the other way when they are changing direction to walk straight into you and they move just in time. Very strange habit, but still better than Berlin barbarity.
Honestly don't know what's worse: the overall social climate in the city or the expats who come here to hate on everyone who happens to be German. Some people deserve one another.
I think we can be honest with ourselves by stating that most Berliners lack social skills. I don't know if it's different elsewhere within Germany, but considering most of the Germans I've met in Berlin are not from Berlin, that quality is either extremely German or learned from being in this city. There's such little diversity among Germans that it's easy to lump them all in together. There are like three archetypes of people in Germany: paranoid, loner East German types; type A, mean German girls; arrogant Rothschild-esques; and drugged out zombies. All of them are unbearable. Are there a few exceptions to those caricatures? I guess, but they're difficult to find.
People are people. You can run into weirdos everywhere. A lot of pepole from Latin America say that they feel safe here at last and are grateful for that. Not saying that Bumlin is not a dump. Just don't fool yourself into thinking everywhere else is better.
Berlin has a great advertisement and people believe it. But the reality is elsewhere and what many will experience here is daunting! Let the Germans stop saying that Berlin is a great place! In the end it turns out so that you get mad a lot of people, just because Berlin is not a good place for young people! Berlin is a place for gangsters and drug dealers!
Paris sucks, too expensive and jobs that pay less than Berlin and gets really crappy outside the main area. More aggressive people on the street trying to force you to give them money and more pick pockets. London is too corporate and expensive, full of very serious yuppies and criminals as well, salaries aren't that much better. Amsterdam is too small for the amount of tourism it gets and it's become very expensive while the salaries haven't gone up. Barcelona gets too many tourists and the salaries are too low for the cost of living, they have a major issue with pick pockets. Madrid is similar but without the nice beach and gets too hot in the summer. Rome is even worse than Barcelona in terms of tourists and job market and salaries. Vienna has a lousy job market if you're not fluent in German and it's far from the top cities young people think is cool or fun to be in right now (maybe that's a good thing in a way, but still, if you're single, that matters). Honestly, Europe is kind of in a pooping state as a whole right now and there is no clear stand out best city (excluding those quality of life lists of cities).
Istanbul would be great if it had a fourth of the population it does, a decent job market and was more prosperous, and wasn't full of devout Muslims and Turkey was in the EU (definitely not in favor of them being in the EU as the country is right now though).
Creepy German hatred of men and families. Complete with public urination and masturbation.
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What a broken up country that is mainlining this kind of drivel.
I hate the whole wanna-be-cool-but-too-poor-and-never-left-Berlin-or-Brandenburg-so-got-some-tattoos-Hipster-Alternative-left-but-actually-right-Scene in Berlin.
I love the way this climate change skeptic, wipes the floor with the brainwashed lefties who are pushing their ideoligical propaganda. www.youtube.com/watch Lefties really are morons, exagerating to the point of being laughable.
One part of german / berlin culture is low emotianal ingeligence. Like, not being able to even identify own emotions let alone deal with them. Ok Hans you’re frustrated I get it. But you don’t get it.
The only emotions they know are, rudeness, anger and superiority, all masking the real feelings helplessness, hopelessness and inferiority, that tey have pushed down so deeply, they have forgotten they did so, and then they pass it on to their offpring, neighbours and customers. "Vee ver vonce der great NastyNaziNation".